were you not joking then
last night when you said you
never really liked my dance
i mean i thought you liked it
when i danced in fact
i never danced before i met you
you said you liked it and
i worked to improve it but last
night you called it shit could it be
that you were in a bad mood then
in case you were not joking?
-Kunal Goel
to live constantly
imprisoned in your mind’s cell
is same as freedom
-Kunal Goel
mere bhitar ki trishna ko tum miljulkar door karo,
khwab jo maine dekhe they wo mujhse milkar poor karo
yeh baat nai wo baat sahi, kya lena par in baaton ka,
akash yadi hai gyat mujhe, akash se lekar door chalo
beete baaton ke saye jo unki yaad dilate hain,
unko jo kabhi na bhool sake to unko bhi barbad karo
teevrgativikritpratidinmeraman tumse milkar hota hai,
apne seene ki dhadkan ko mujhse milkar vyapt karo
kal raat jo tumne sochi thi wo baat jo mujhse kehne ki,
wo baat kabhi bhi keh na sake tum, us baat ko antarlaap karo
ek prani ke do pehlu hain jo jeevanbhar sang rehte hain,
ek tumko pyara lagta hai, tum duje ko swikar karo
main apne aap ke bheetar hoon tum apne andar rehti ho,
is band kamre ke jeevan ko mujhse milkar azad karo
-Kunal Goel
Spinach wrote a poem,
She wrote a pantomime.
A long wordless monologue,
A lengthy heartful rime.
Everyone who read it,
Was in splits of laughter,
Everyone who read it,
Died the morning after.
-Kunal Goel
I’ve developed a fear of communication. I can’t talk to people. I don’t visit the forums I liked so much. I don’t sign into instant messengers. I keep my cellphone switched off all the time. I don’t talk to people on facebook/orkut. I cannot even write for this blog. What is happening here? Is this an extension of OCD? I don’t know what it is but it is terrible.
Why are you behaving like this today
You were a bit too busy in the kitchen.
You didn’t come to wake me up.
Nor did you offer me food.
What’s going on, I really don’t want to know.
-Kunal Goel
I have drunk my urine own,
Vomited and ate my vomit.
Terrible things to little girls,
I have done every morning.
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i left you today when
you didnt pick up the phone.
last night when you didnt kiss
me and two weeks back
when my friends came home
and you were sleeping.
-Kunal Goel
a time i had a poem i wrote
delicious poem ever
but since that night my mind forgot
a poem though so clever.
Why
Was
I
In love with
you?
Are you not
still?
Yes I am
but now i know
why.
-Kunal Goel
The moments when I talk to you,
The time that flutters by;
The thought that you are far away
Sometimes and sometimes nigh.
Let us get bored tonight,
Listening to the beatles.
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I am so lonely,
(Is this love?)
When you don’t call me.
(Is this love?)
Upset, lethargic,
(Is this love?)
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remember the day we did not meet,
or the day we didn’t talk rather
the day when it was not windy
the day it did not rain.
Happy Valentine’s Day and all.
On this V-day I remember my last year’s V-day. Last year in Febuary I took a trip to a small town in East Africa. Well I have this eccentric friend of mine, Ishan, and he has this crazy young uncle who deals in some leather stuff export business. So what happens is Ishan and me have nothing to do like kites in the rainy season. More
