September 19th, 2006

Fizza last part

Posted in Ali Sultan, Poems by Kunal Goel

Not only does this hurt
You hurt
Intensive care of this situation
Uninhabited
Blackmailed out of this course
And out of line
Trashcans and dustbins
Deserve better
On time at 7:40
Catch a bus
This is the end
But there was nothing to begin with
My hand trembles
And my heart dissolves
You could have done something
The truck
And its custom paintjobs
Maino chup lag gaye hai
And my medicines
Make no sense
And somebody brings me back to hell
And the wind blows
The only sound is your
Silence
And this static noise where
Memory dies
Why and when
I want to close my eyes and sleep in this morning
And not think of you
And this absence
Makes it worse
And this existence hurts
I wasn’t a part of you
And that’s what everyone
Craves for
To be complete
To be part of somebody,
Something else
To make not some sense
I don’t want to be alone
And have nothing to say
I said it once
And my decisions were
The wrong ones
And my hear was at a wrong place
And as I stood here
Existence meant nothing
But I didn’t dissolve into molecules
I am still here
Everybody can see my eyes
But you

-Ali Sultan

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2 comments

  1. Neha says:

    :(

    September 24th, 2006 at 12:03 am

  2. Anon says:

    ha! you think you can win her back this shit you write freak get over it!! its never working again. she hates you!! :lol:

    September 26th, 2006 at 10:11 pm

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