July 7th, 2006

Black Friday

Posted in Figments, Neha Jhingon, Thoughts by Neha

Today is the day it all ends. A Black Friday. Where he moves to one of the million bright sunrises and you slither off to the countless shadowy sunsets that fall to your share…

Today is the day it all ends. Today is the day you part. And as your world tumbles down on you, you wonder… what would he be thinking? The man you once loved. The one you still do… The one who doesn’t have space for you in his life anymore.

 You remember him suddenly. In all the different ways you have seen him, known him. You sit in the dark and remember…

 

His Face…

Your first hug…

Your first kiss…

Him…

lighting the cigarette…

Staring at you unblinking…

Pulling a chair for you…

Sipping his beer…

Smiling while making love to you…

Wiping your tears…

Feeding you with his own hands…

Fighting for you…

Undressing you for the first time…

Disapproving your hair…

Walking in the thickets, arm in arm…

Explaining the world to you…

His long silences…

Stolen kisses…

When he missed you too much…

When you nugded his leg under the table in the coffee house…

When he missed you too much…

When he ignored you…

When he didn’t…

when he was full of desire…

When he whispered your name in your ear…

When he longed to hold you…

When he kissed you on the phone…

When he made you blush…

When he made you cry…

when he touched you for the first time…

When he cared…

When he didn’t…

When he woke up in the morning…

When he smiled in his sleep…

The lines on his face…

The thousand promises…

The thousand tears…

 

You remember all of it… You wonder if he forgot…

 

-Neha

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3 comments

  1. baba says:

    Neho:)

    and you tell me love is a farce….

    even history tells lies

    July 7th, 2006 at 07:12 pm

  2. anirudh says:

    ubar ja in sab se..neha

    July 7th, 2006 at 09:36 pm

  3. Neha says:

    :) love is a farce… look at me know… im a ghost of what i used to be, because of my discovery!

    July 10th, 2006 at 09:40 am

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