Crying
The same things have been happening over and over again.
I called.
“Hello, is Reshma there?”
“Yes Kabir, she is…she is saying she is not at home.”
“Ok.”
“Hello, what do you want?”
“Hello yeah, what happened?”
“Don’t you know? I don’t want to talk to you.”
“Ok. Bye.”
“Bye.”
I IMed.
Kabir: hi
Kabir: how come u r online so late?
Reshma: sut up
Reshma: *shut up…i’m going to sleep.
The other day.
Kabir: hey baby, how r u?
Reshma: asshole.
Kabir: thanks.
She SMSed.
1 message received.
Sender: Reshma
so nw u cn go on n write up a new thin bout me…tellin every1 tat i dint talk 2 u…n bitch me right thru it.
Maybe she knows me too well. She seems to know everything. What I’m going to do. What I’m about to say. Why am I telling this incident. Why I did this. What will happen now. Will she talk to me. Well, knowing her she wont. But maybe she knows better.
Too many questions, I guess. Too few options. She never likes to answer, but she does, she rarely asks.
We have known each other for long, I think 13 years. The unlucky number. We had nearly lost each other but somehow she found me out, I hope she doesn’t regret that. She always speaks her mind, I don’t think I like it now. She is the the girl I would want to marry but I know I’d never. She is the girl to whom I can tell anything and everything, infact I have, already. But what do I care.
Well, to tell the truth, I don’t even know her all that well. We rarely talk. We don’t meet for years on stretch.
But still…the heart cries.
- The original names have been changed to protect the identities. I hope those who are aware of the real people involved would be decent enough to keep them protected.
- Ishan Dubey.
Neha says:
haha! Yes i know how that feels.
May 28th, 2006 at 07:13 pm
Isaiah says:
pls. dont laugh neha.
yes it sucks really, specially wen u dont kno wat is it tat u did wrong.:sad::sad:
May 28th, 2006 at 07:21 pm
Neha says:
im sorry ishaan. i didnt mean to be rude, but it seems funny to be slapped in the face with something so real and relatable.
May 28th, 2006 at 07:51 pm
Isaiah says:
Oh! no neha, its fine.
The fault lies elsewhere.
May 28th, 2006 at 07:55 pm
Kunal Goel says:
excellent! the heart of a poet!
May 28th, 2006 at 09:02 pm
Isaiah says:
the one who had to read hasn’t:sad::sad:
May 28th, 2006 at 09:42 pm
Sheldon Augustine says:
hi buddy.. long time i saw u post something on the site,… but what u write out here is true and comes straight from the heart and buddy, things that come straight from the heart are the thing that always leave a lasting impression on the readers.. keep up the good work…
oh!!! u know i joined amex.. fed up of wipro i guess.. will be going to Rishikesh this weekend.. hope it will be as good a time as we had the last time we all went there… but i feel in my heart that there will never be a better getaway than the time we all went there.. what say buddy??????
see ya around and keep the mails flowing..
love and luck.
Sheldon
May 29th, 2006 at 09:00 pm
Isaiah says:
hey sheldon
its gud to hear from u man…yeah its true the time we had in rishikesh can never be matched again…but still all the luck for the trip.:wink:
May 30th, 2006 at 12:38 pm
anonymous says:
good one….seems like you are heart burn …wish you get back your long lost reshma…good luck buddy
May 30th, 2006 at 05:26 pm